The Book Of She

She let the fear
take over...
She was looking
for anything that
could let her
run away from
her feelings,,,
feelings that she
had never felt
before
and didnt know
how to deal with
them....
Running was all
she knew....

The Book Of She

She had found a
wonderful man
yet could not stop
thinking about the
one that left her..
Why would she
want such sadness
back in her life?

The Book Of She

She wondered
how life could
be changing so
fast...
How could her
life be so
wonderful, exciting
and loving
after all the
sadness she just
lived through?
Was she going
to question it
examine it
pick it apart?
Or was She
going to
embrace it
enjoy it
for all that
it was worth?
Baby steps
day by day
is how She
is going to
handle all
that was
happening in
her life at
the moment...
Fear and self
doubt were
Not going to
find a place
within her......

The Book Of She

For all the lovers
left broken hearted
Keep the faith...
Know that even
though it hadn't
worked out,
and your heart
has been shattered
into a million
pieces
and you wonder
how you can go
on without them...
Have faith that there
is someone out there
waiting to love
you
The special person
that you are......
Someone that will
love all your
inperfections and
oddities.......
Sometimes we have to
trust in something other
than ourselves
to find the love
we derserve...

The Book Of She

She was happy
yet scared..
She had trusted
that there was more
then he arrived...
He is almost to
good to be
true..
yet this time
she is not
letting the fear
take over...
She is gonna
trust that
he is real and
not an illusion
she had created
for herself.....

The Book Of She

She had prayed
to God
To release her
from the hurt
And pain..
To let her
find a new type
of love...
A love that
would be equal
and caring...
God has answered
her prayers...
Now it was up
to her to  trust
what he had sent..
To open her Heart
and believe that
this new man would
not trample all over
it...
So one day at a
time, she is letting
this man in...
And releasing the
hurt and the fear
bit by bit......

The Book of She

Is funny she
thought
How she only
remembered the
good from that
bad relationship...

The Book Of She

Sometimes
so lost and
lonely...
Sometimes
so hard to
understand...
Was she really
as bad as he
portrays her
to be...
Does a broken
heart make one
bad???
Inching forward
day by day...
Grabbing at anything
to draw her
up and out of this
abyss....
two steps forward
ten steps back...
One day at a
time...
She will return...
Somewhat like she
was before all that
happened....

The Book Of She

Oh Heart of mine
why on earth do
you hurt me so??
Why dont you
let me go on thinking
logically..
Instead of thinking
from the pain deep
inside you...
Are the signs really
there??
Could there still
be more???
Or am I not
thinking clearly
 because
the pain is blinding me...
Oh heart of mine
you have double
crossed me....
You have thawed
and i dont know
how to deal with
you...
Oh heart of mine go
back to before and
let me live in a
pretend state of bliss......